This is a test….
to see if posts to this blog are going to my facebook…hopefully not but if they are guess i need to do some fine tuning
another lonely day…
that feeling you get when u wake up & realize u didn’t say g’nite to the only one that brightens ur day…makes u wanna get up in the morning…makes ur heart flutter when he smiles…sends ur pulse racing when he texts *sigh* feeling like crap & will until i hear from him today…sent a msg this morning…risked waking him up just to say i’m sorry i didn’t say g’nite b4 falling asleep
luvs & hugs baby….xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
So Anyway…
this is just a test run…trying to make sure of something…i’ll know in about 2.2 seconds if i need to do some fixing here…lol
and that ends the text…i’m incognito…not posting to facebook & that makes me deliciously happy :) lol
Another sad day…
went to bed feeling down…slept 12 hours & got up feeling worse…when i don’t hear from him…it destroys my day…he’s all i got & i don’t even have him…he’s my best friend…my lover…my rock…my shelter…but only from a distance…time drags when i don’t see him…the sun rises when i do…when i’m with him i feel important…needed…special…loved…desired…and when i’m alone…i feel like nothing…such is the life a woman who submits with her whole heart to the man who saved her when she felt she had nothing left to live for…not even her family who is moving on with their lives while i sit dormant…waiting for a life to start when it should already have begun….sigh
Taking it one tear at a time
Doing my best these days to let shit roll off my back…Not the least of which is the gossip & backstabbing that goes on in my life…I love me a man that I shouldn’t love…But it’s no one’s fucking business but mine…Yet everyone seems to wanna make it their business…Oh fucking well…They won’t hear what they want to hear from my lips…My lips are sealed so there…jfs
